Yes, sometimes I do have those sleepless nights. I had absolutely NO social interaction except for when I went to work about a year ago when I decided to move to a place where I knew absolutely no one. But the surprising thing was I didn’t want to be around anyone. I wanted to go to my lonely cold apartment and sit and be depressed. Not really sure why. All I had were my online friends and they were there for me when I really needed them and I love them all dearly and will never stop being friends with them. But human interaction is definitely a way to feel more alive and vibrant.
Not sure what my little story has to do with anything. Life has a funny way of working itself out. I’ve spent most of my life living with a pessimistic mind and because my life has turned itself around, im starting to feel more optimistic. So I am confident in saying that things will get better. You will find that right path and when you do you will know it!
I often get those feelings, however I have Kids to look after too, most of which are avid gamers, so we have THAT way of interaction. My other half does voluntary work, which has built her confidence up, and given her herself some meaning (in her eyes). Where as I would like to get a name in the gaming website community, reviewing games, or SOMETHING similar that I’d enjoy. Ok so it doesnt pay the bills, but considering in the area i live i have NO friends AT ALL, as I;m not a Junkie, I find it (Games) to be my ’haven’, My confort zone if you will.
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105 days ago
Yes, sometimes I do have those sleepless nights. I had absolutely NO social interaction except for when I went to work about a year ago when I decided to move to a place where I knew absolutely no one. But the surprising thing was I didn’t want to be around anyone. I wanted to go to my lonely cold apartment and sit and be depressed. Not really sure why. All I had were my online friends and they were there for me when I really needed them and I love them all dearly and will never stop being friends with them. But human interaction is definitely a way to feel more alive and vibrant.
Not sure what my little story has to do with anything. Life has a funny way of working itself out. I’ve spent most of my life living with a pessimistic mind and because my life has turned itself around, im starting to feel more optimistic. So I am confident in saying that things will get better. You will find that right path and when you do you will know it!